Blessings Left Behind

If it had not been for trouble
I would not be writing here
But God sent a great grief to me
And by that sorrow dear
My inner soul has blossomed
So I'm writing here
You will know of me hereafter
by what I leave behind
I want them to be blessings
Of a true and better kind
I want you all to love me
For these blessings left behind.